mia

An assortment of images of life - where I am when I am MIA from here.

"plot twist"

found this floating around on the facebook - not sure of the source

The past month or so has been one of the most intense busy periods of my life thus far. Some really shitty stuff has occured, and some amazing dreams come true moments have happened.
What has struck me most is my coping. The perspective I have in the moment. Even as I am rock bottom I still have that little voice in the back of my mind saying "hey, its shitty as can be right now but it will come good in the end"

One of the biggest issues I have had in the past is being able to see beyond the emotion/situation I am in. This has obviously been a barrier to coping. Theealisation that I have gained this skill itself has been a comfort in my times of loss and pain.

It was meant to be, my finding the above image yesterday. I shared this on facebook, and today I have had some very unexpected news that some might call a setback (still awaiting details as to what direction we will take next, will fill y'all in at some point. knowing me it will be months before I find my way back here so dont hold your breath haha) so I am very much in the middle of a major plot twist of my own.
And you know what? Though I feel shitty as can be, I know that at some stage I will move on, having learn't new things about myself. Having had some major life experience, and some new stories to tell.
That being said, today calls for going home to a hot bath, then my book on the lounge under a big blanket with a cup of tea. And some shitty feelings with that perspective for me haha.

Mel
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